So the profound question I think that runs through people’s minds with constant worry and anxiety, is the question everyone demands to know, why am I here? What is my life’s purpose? As much as we like to prove to our peers, family or co workers that we have our life planned out and everything is intact. That couldn’t be further from the truth. It often dawns on me, the same question every day. I think about it when I wake up, when I’m eating, when I’m getting ready. That is. What the fuck am I doing?
I’ve never been a religious person, I went to church twice for christmas eve just because I enjoyed the warmth and the energy of unity at christmas time. My parents were never ones who tried to force a religion down my throat as they don’t really have one either, despite both being brought up as Christians. However, I would say I am a very spiritual person, I believe in the Law of Attraction, Manifestation and Astrology. I think each person has a significant purpose in life and our finger prints don’t fade from the lives that we touch. Everything happens for a reason.
As I have become more spiritual recently than I have ever done before, my good friend enlightened me about Angel Cards. These cards are guidance from the angels, you ask the cards a question, you pick three cards that you are drawn too, mostly by a breeze and they will answer your question. I mean since I have got these me and my friends have become obsessed with them, if you believe in it or not they are a way of getting clarity and finding a warmth in reassurance by a higher power. I know I probably sound bat shit crazy, but I can assure you I’m not. I mean maybe I am just a little bit. But I get it from my Mum.
Despite my belief in the Law of Attraction and that everything happens for a reason, I’ve always been mesmerised by the chances that someone could tell you everything, all about your life before you know what happens. I mean I went to an astrologer in India who alined my stars and he was pretty good but not amazing, he didn’t give me the detail I originally wanted but it was still pretty sick. He told me I would win off other people’s losses, so my instant thought was the lottery. The amount of times I’ve tried to convince my pals I was going to win it and I was spending a tenner on it each week, before it became more and more disheartening. He also told me that the poor would help me within my life, I mean I thought that was a bit strange. I didn’t see how it all added up. But then I went to a psychic who is also a medium and it all made sense.
So I went to see this lovely woman with my friend Clayton who is same person who got me into angel cards, we were both so excited because we are both very spiritual people and very open minded. We were so nervous before going into the woman’s house, but as soon as I stepped in the weight on my chest had been lifted, it was a warm and friendly energy that had counteracted the nervousness, I suddenly felt at ease. This woman had no clue of our names prior to booking the reading sessions, so there was no way she could of looked us up at all. Not going to lie I think I was more nervous at the fact she could say I have a bad energy following me and refuse to give me a reading, but thankfully that was not the case.
Firstly she brought out these stones, she told me to mix them up in this bag and pull 6 out without looking whilst having a question I wanted answering. Without telling her my question, she knew everything I was thinking in detail and told me the outcomes of my question. Then we got on to the real reading, she looked at me and smiled and told me all my characteristics and who I am as a person. I must say she was spot on, she also told me I was very intuitive and had the power to read people and understand things without them being explained. She also told me that she would be surprised that in years from now I would be able to develop my intuition and be able to do what she’s doing! Well if anyone wants a reading in 15 years time, you know who your gal is.
She then went on to describing my past and I’m not joking, when I tell you she knew everything, she knew EVERYTHING. The lady told me that in my studies in school I was the type of person who wouldn’t do much all year, but at the end I always banged it out and got good grades, which is completely accurate; lord only knows how I managed to get a B in English language. She told me that I haven’t had the conventional childhood and had to become independent at a young age, which is so accurate because I went to boarding when I was 13 until the end of sixth form. She further went on to saying how I’ve been backpacking and traveled to Africa, India and other parts of Asia, saying that I have done a lot of charity work and I care a lot about other people and trying to make a difference as insignificant as it may be. I was completely blown away. She then told me my mind runs all over the place that I want to be here, there and everywhere, she said that I was a wondering soul that could never be caged. She told me that all I want to do is explore and travel, which sounds about right. I have always believed I am not meant to have a conventional life, I am not meant to do a 9am-5pm job, having a normal life is my biggest fear. As I truly believe that travel is the greatest knowledge that anyone could possibly absorb, money comes and goes, but time runs out and travelling gives you memories of a lifetime. I don’t feel like it is a luxury, I feel like it’s a necessity.
The woman obviously knew a lot about my past in detail, she further went on to describe my future. Now this was the bit that had me shaking with excitement. She said she can see a lot of travel coming up in my career, that I am going to work with a world wide organisation doing humanitarian work/a field worker. The work is mainly in Africa and India and with the world wide organisation I’m going to do something along the lines of being a journalist or a reporter. When I heard this it completely blew my mind, because I know all I want to do in my life is travel, help people and be happy. She said I would proper go for this job opportunity when I am around 23. As much as I would love to be working in the fashion and beauty industry, this sounds like my cup of tea. She told me that the media and fashion industry isn’t really for me. One thing that did blow me away is the fact she said you have to do a lot of writing for your course, you have to write about stuff online. She further went onto saying, you enjoy writing about your travels a lot more than things about fashion. I WAS SHOOK.
Now onto my personal life, she was telling me about the past, present and current situation with my relationship. I must say, she was spot on and I nearly shat myself it was so accurate. She knew the exact thoughts that my partner was thinking and after my reading and I told him and he was SHOOK. During the reading she started laughing to herself and kept repeating ‘get over yourself’, she said this is something I always say to my partner. MY HEART DROPPED. This is when I knew she was legit, she had no way of possibly knowing this. She kept smiling and was saying how much she liked my partner and how he is a really good guy. She described our situation to the T. She knew his job, when his apprenticeship ended, what year he should be taking his business risk and so on. But all you need to know is that when I’m 24 that’s when we’re going to serious. Apparently together we’re going to be living the private jet life and be living in a mansion in Italy, which was weird to me as he’s Italian. She also told me I would have kids in my late 20’s and early 30’s and that I will not give my children a conventional childhood, that I will take them off to India with my to explore.
The experience was out of this world, me and Clayton left the lady’s house shaking and full of excitement. So what do I think about my overall psychic experience?
BRING ON THE FUTURE!